Monday, June 1, 2009

Broken to Pieces

It really sucks when one person has to ruin a good thing. It sucks when a person is so set on revenge that it ruins the relationships between everyone here. I hate this so much.
Whenever she isn’t here, we are all friends, we hang out in one big group. But when she comes to school, we are all grouchy at eachother. We are all holding grudges, and we all hang out in smaller groups. This is driving us all crazy. She ruins everything for everyone. People are grouching at me and getting short with me now because of her. What have I done?

She puts on such a fake act. She walks around smiling and laughing, meanwhile she is plotting and conniving. She blames my friend for her loss, and is out for revenge. Everything she thinks about and does is making my friend miserable. Its making EVERYONE miserable.

What came to her was her own fault. Her cheating led to her loss. My friend gave something back to her, so she could have a second chance. And she ruined that chance. Even though that something came back to my friend, that doesn’t mean it was my friend’s fault.

I can’t stay here anymore, today. She is here; and now everyone is grouchy and avoiding others. We are in small groups again. Each group has a grudge, and I don’t know who to hang out with. I’m tired of this.

This is not the first time this has happened. A few years ago, she did the same thing, but to a different group, and for different reasons. That time, her goal wasn’t revenge, her goal was isolation. She wanted another friend of mine all to herself. So she told lies about everyone, including me, to that girl. Now, instead of turning one person against everyone, she is turning everyone against one person. What people believe of my new friend is only true about her. What she has fooled everyone to think are things that are only true about herself, not my friend. Everywhere she goes, people break up. Friends begin to quarrel. Groups divide. No one can blame it on her, she is good at it. She can create any effect she wants, indirectly, so we cannot validly put it against her. We cannot go to the principal, because she is sneaky. She breaks the rules and doesn’t get caught. She indirectly influences people and events. She sucks up to the teachers and does jobs for them, so that they suspect nothing. And when she is caught, she is given a slap on the wrist. If one of us got caught doing the same thing, we would be expelled.
This really sucks.

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