(Cant really think of a title)

My Biggest Regrets
• risperidol
• space and science centre mishap
• acting stupid at that birthday, and the other birthday
• trusting and confiding in someone I knew couldn’t be trusted
• trusting and confiding in someone I knew was fake
• not noticing that she did mind
• lending out my things and money to her
• not exposing the truth about her before she destroyed my credibility
• letting him abuse me
• all the things I ruined by trying to fix or improve
• losing touch with so many people I cared about
• scaring people away
• all the scars
• letting so many people take advantage of me
• ruining my chances by acting stupid
• procrastinating
• always jumping to conclusions
• giving up to easy with so many things
• not taking care of problems before they got out of control
• not doing something about my suspicions
• standing up for someone who let the person (that made them a victim) make me a victim too
• dropping German 10

• forgetting to blog over summer (lol whoops!)


Things I don’t regret/am glad happened
• not getting my licence (long story)
• saving her life even though she betrayed me later
• my best friend ditching me. it led me to a real friend that I didn’t know it at the time
• getting sick and almost dying. I missed a lot of school but it helped me get out of an abusive relationship
• not jumping off that balcony, or swallowing those pills
• finding my true faith
• getting out of a toxic place, even though I lost a lot of friends doing so
• not quitting kung fu when I was in a really bad rut
• cutting off all the people that were bad for me. even though it made people think I was a prude
• not giving up when I was scared